Love me for who i am.

After the last night’s phone call,
i realized how different we have become and how different and awkward it feels to talk to one another.
the only thing I liked about the whole thing was the end. lol.

i got some serrrriiiooouuuusss thinking to do,
about my life and the twins lives.
thank god my friends are coming to down to help me make the decision.
:(

Are you single or taken?
-taken.

For how long?
-since 1/1/11.

It is an easy going relationship?
-oh fuck no.

Why or why not?
-things have changed. like we used to call each other just to talk and hear each others voices, but now it’s nothing… like everything would make me smile, but it doesn’t. i don’t know what my heart feels anymore.

Are you in love?
-i sure hope so lol. if i’m not, then i have no idea what the fuck I am feeling.

Is she in love?
-HE.
and i believe so.

If you were to leave, would she grab you?
-um, i hope so.

Have you ever thought about breaking up with her?
-our breakups never last. but i still have some serious thinking to do about my future.

Do you think that other girls can treat you better than she can?
-um. sometimes.

Do you feel like you have a future with her?
-well we have no choice, we have kids.

What is she doing right now?
-he is shooting nail guns.

Does she ever make you cry?
-hahaa oh yeah. everyday. it’s a routine though.

Do you see the word “forever” with her?
-it’s a little murky.

If you were to drop your heart and leave, would you?
-yeah.

Why or why not?
-a lot of things are different. and i don’t know what i want anymore.

Where are you?
-in class, listening to this ghostly lady.

Where is she?
-working.

Do you really love her?
-yeah. that’s the one thing I am sure about.

Do you think that she loves you?
-yeah.

Are you ever unhappy with her?
-yeah. a lot actually lol

If you were to change anything about her, what would you change?
-i would make him care more.

If you had a chance to leave her without ever looking back, would you?
-actually, yes. things changed soo much. i hope it does get better, because i would love to change my answer to this question.

If another girl were to catch your eye and asked you on a date, would you go?
-i can’t right now.
if it were any other time, yes.
hahahahaha.

Did she ever dump you?
-yeah. but it only lasted five minutes.

Are you guys finished?
-this question contradicts the whole survey hahaha.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
-sierrra. <3

Would you consider going bi?
-yeaup. hahahahaha, you don’t know who you’re talking to.

Have you ever dated the same sex?
-yeah.

Are you the type of guy who cares about what your girl thinks?
-um, i’m a girl. but for certain stuff, some shit just piss me off.

Who was the last person to text you?
-i lost my phone. wahhhhhh.! :(
whoever has my fucking phone, or wherever you are :( pleaseee come back to me :(
if anyone has my phone, please don’t go through the pictures… lol.

When was the last time your girl yelled at you?
-last night.